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Emily Rodriguez

I鈥檓 a first generation, Hispanic woman. I am a daughter of immigrants. I am a senior pursuing a bachelor鈥檚 degree in criminology and Latin American and Caribbean studies, participating in the 黑洞社区in Florence program in Italy. If it wasn鈥檛 for grants and scholarships, I wouldn鈥檛 be on this trip right now. I am beyond grateful to be a Gilman Scholarship recipient. I remember the day I got the email. I cried in my room of happiness, in shock that I was one of a handful chosen for this amazing opportunity. I am so grateful to the Gilman Scholarship, advisors at USF, the Office of National Scholars, and financial aid for allowing me to go on this trip! I hadn鈥檛 had a job during my time as 黑洞社区because I wanted to focus 100% on my education. Although it was a struggle, my senior year I had no choice but to get a job because I wasn鈥檛 certain if I鈥檇 even receive scholarships or grants for this education abroad trip. Being a full-time student and having a full-time job was difficult but for sure worth it. I knew I couldn鈥檛 afford the trip, no matter how much money I made, but I made it a goal to make as much money as I could so I could accomplish a dream of mine!

From the beginning, I knew my family could not financially support my dream, so I made a go fund me page, applied to 24 黑洞社区administered scholarships and the Gilman Scholarship, and was in the Financial Aid Office just about every other day to see what opportunities I had so that at least a part of my trip was paid for. The money from Gilman, financial aid, and working was able to pay off my entire trip. I never thought it would be possible, but it was. Being a Hispanic female, studying abroad is something in my family that was never heard of, but I made it a goal to be a change in my family. Being the oldest of two, I do my best to be a role model for my younger sister who is sometimes my role model. I鈥檓 happy to demonstrate to her, Hispanics, other minorities, and females that IT IS POSSIBLE. With hard work, faith, dedication, and patience, it is all worth it.

I remember doing at least seven different rough drafts in preparation for the Gilman application. I didn鈥檛 understand why every rough draft wasn鈥檛 coming out good enough, but my ONS advisor, Lauren Roberts, was just preparing me to achieve the real reward - the Gilman Scholarship! I remember at one point I wanted to give up because I was a full-time student, working to help my mom and myself, but my sister pushed me to continue. I鈥檓 beyond happy I listened to her and my mom who have been my rock throughout the entire process. I kept telling my mom since last December that I wanted to study abroad. She thought it was just another silly idea I had. Little did she know, I was being entirely serious. As time got closer and she witnessed all the struggle in preparation for the trip, she knew I was serious.

My dad insisted on me taking the classes at USF. But I knew for me to grow, I needed to experience new things. I had to experience the world. I鈥檝e traveled before to the Dominican Republic and Puerto Rico, but never to a country that didn鈥檛 speak either English or Spanish. My dad was so skeptical about me coming to Italy. He just wanted me to be okay, as his first priority is my safety. I insisted on being as careful as possible, watching countless videos in preparation for what life would be in Florence: tips on not being a victim to pickpocketing, the new foods, and adjusting to the culture shock. I鈥檓 beyond thankful I participated in the one-week introduction to Italian culture program. Our class had the opportunity to explore Rome, Vatican City, Piombino, Pietrasanta, Tuscany, Cinque Terre, Forte de Marmi, Massa, and a couple more cities. Our class got to hike, swim, bike ride, explore monuments and museums, gardens, and visit ancient tombs. Those are only a few things that we did! I鈥檝e been here for 13 days and in total I鈥檝e walked 85 miles. It has for sure been out of my comfort zone! In the words of my sister, 鈥淚 am strong, fearless, and a determined young lady capable of conquering the world.鈥� I will do anything I want to accomplish, no matter how hard it is. Every day I am growing. I can鈥檛 wait to see what I accomplish here and after this education abroad trip.

Tags: First-generation College Students, Latinx, Family, Finances, Gilman Application Process